paterelohim: (- your calls are bad news)
Chuck Shurley | God ([personal profile] paterelohim) wrote2017-05-26 01:32 am

IC contact: Sirenspull

Uh, hi! This is Ca- I mean Chuck Shurley, just- Chuck, sorry. [Indistinct fumbling noises] Leave a message after the beep and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. Thanks?

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How's things on your side, eh, Chuck?

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[identity profile] wingsandwill.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 03:39 am (UTC)(link)


Why does one of the bottles in the cabinet have writing in marker across the label?

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voicemail, dated to Friday evening;

[identity profile] showbizpanache.livejournal.com 2011-09-23 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
Ah-- Hello. It's Kurt. Um, I'm sorry about the lateness of the hour. I would like to speak with you, if you don't mind, at--at your earliest convenience. I hope you're doing well. [Click.]

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call late Wednesday/early Thursday.

[identity profile] rudolphofvamps.livejournal.com 2011-09-23 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ring ring etc]

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athermercy: (When troubles come)

a c t i o n;

[personal profile] athermercy 2011-10-18 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
[She had seen his dream, along with the rest. Elaine Belloc did not dream but she knew things and there was a limit to the knowledge she could willingly ignore. The visions were too predominant and strong enough to earn her monitoring scrutiny. There were many things that kept her from talking to Chuck after she saw his nightmare. She had business with Destiny and Dream of the Endless to seal her choices. She had also known that he was probably busy -- She wasn’t the only dream-walker who stumbled upon his Cathedral of holy rust.

She visited him a day after the nightmare, walking towards the Purgatory with the hands in her pockets, hoping to catch him during one of his break. All right, she cheated -- She knew exactly when that was what for sure.]


Hey.

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servingfather: (Turn My Back On The World)

[Accidental prayer] tl;dr

[personal profile] servingfather 2011-11-02 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[Michael hasn't used this method to talk to his Father ever. When God disappeared he just kept doing his duty like he was supposed to and when Joshua started conversing with Him Michael attempted to talk to Him through the angel but received nothing in return. He's heard lots of prayers over the years to an absent Father but never did it himself. Doing so had seemed like an admission that he couldn't do the job, that he questioned their Father's will and actions and back then he hadn't. Here though things have changed and he's not exactly praying with ease like a devoted follower would. It's more like the doubting son he never was.]

I know You can't hear me while I'm here but maybe that's why I'm doing it. [Michael doesn't want his Father to know what he's thinking.] You left us with a Plan - left me with a Plan. I understand why You did it, the humans are destructive and cause nothing but suffering for themselves. It's hard watching those you love in so much pain and you want to make it all go away, to give them peace and happiness for all eternity. I'm honored that You left such a Plan in my hands and I want to make You proud.

[There's a long pause almost as if it's all he has to say but it's not.]

But I'm not sure I understand anything anymore. You know I would accept any punishment You gave me if I've done something wrong but everything seems so wrong. Why? Why would You only bring Castiel back when so many others of my siblings died for what they thought was to stop the apocalypse? It was my fault they died and I take full responsibility for it so why wouldn't You save them when they did nothing wrong? If I've failed You in looking after them don't let it be the end for them for my mistake. [Another pause as if what he's about to say next is difficult.] Especially if my punishment is to be locked in the Cage with Lucifer for the rest of eternity.

[Okay, so maybe having doubts and getting drunk several days ago was not the best combination - or maybe it was. If it seems like there's more Michael wants to say it's because there is, but he doesn't. He feels as if too much questioning will make him a very bad son.]

Amen.

ditto

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[Yeah, it's a little bit stalkerish, but Lucifer is waiting for Chuck this fine morning. He knows when the prophet goes for coffee, and he steps out from nowhere once those wards on HoA are no longer an issue.]

Chuck.

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11/29 mid-afternoon

[personal profile] magnetic_magpie 2011-11-29 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a faint mechanical whine and a soft thump about six inches from the base of the door. When Chuck opens it, there will be a small square roomba style robot modified to transverse stairs outside his door. On the top is a sealed legal sized manilla envelop with a red ripcord, with a note inside, and a Thermos of his 'Barbie Dream House' coffee. The note is addressed to Chuck on the outside, in elegant Hebrew, in a beautiful blue ink.

The note inside is hand printed in English in the same ink, on heavy weight ivory paper. The hand writing is simple, clean, and some how manages to look old fashioned, only his signature, such as it is, flourished. It reads:

Chuck,

Yesterday was a difficult day for all. Shikamaru was out of line, greatly so. I won't attempt to lecture you on the forces which make a young man as he is. It is simply too close to home for me to remain calm while doing do. And for that I apologize. I've been trying to remove the boy from the mess he is in, and it has taken more than I had previously believed I had in me to give to earn the small amount of trust he has in me. Maintaining an emotional even keel while dealing with those I care about who are grieving so hard is difficult for me. As is being calm when I am defending those who have been forced onto similar paths as mine. Both intersected yesterday.

I hope despite out disagreement, you know I am and shall remain someone you may call a friend.

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Voicemail;

[identity profile] painhumbles.livejournal.com 2011-12-05 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Let it be known that I'm not the kinda guy who talks serious business with a grown man playing with kittens. So put the cat down for a second.

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thelightbringer: (ew god blood)

PRAYER

[personal profile] thelightbringer 2011-12-05 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Somewhere in the gory night out with Magneto, Lucifer rattles off one of his increasingly rare prayers to the Empty Throne, his tone more acerbic than it has been in some time.]

O, Father, where art thou. I dedicate this torture to Thee. I dedicate this miserable creature to Thy Memory.

And I just thought you should know that this little soul monster here? This is what we killed angels for. Look at it. It's not even really human anymore...so I guess that means you don't give two swats for it now and that's just too bad, isn't it. I'll see if I can find something more to your liking later.

I hope wherever you are you have as much peace as I do.
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[It happens in the very early hours of the morning.

Screaming--those screams, hell-born agonized sobs. But these are different. They're broken by gasping words, which sometimes they had been.
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O Father, Who Art--

[Many of Lucifer's early prayers began that way. But there is no sarcasm tonight. None. He sounds younger, too...a child who's been forgotten and abandoned after soccer practice. But much, much worse. He's the child who was then abducted and murdered.]

--I'm s-so sorry, please, tell Mi-Michael not to leave me--come home--let me come home, Father, I'm sor-sorry I made you mad--

I can't do this anymore--it hurts, Daddy, why won't you answer me? [just sobbing now, no screams.] I don't want to be here anymore.

I miss you s-- much...
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[ Ella is fortunate that she works at Purgatory in the evening, though she's been considering asking Jinx or Gabriel if she could change to a less suicidal shift. But she's been okay so far! Excluding that one time. ANYWAY, your phone, sir, it is ringing! ]

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I remember going home with 2 girls. Woke up with 4.
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thelightbringer: (my heart breaks)

[PRAYER] Forward dated to the Groundhog Day event, February 5th

[personal profile] thelightbringer 2012-02-03 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
O Father.

[A long pause. It stretches on until it seems perhaps those first two words had been uttered by mistake.]

I know you think I don't--

[Whatever Lucifer means to say has his voice shaking even in just a prayer.]

--I know that you hate me.

[He has spent a week pleading with Michael. Screaming at him. Groveling, bargaining, bribing. Nothing ever changes. But God can change it. Lucifer's relationship with Him will change it. It has to. Right now, broken down and cornered and terrified that he is completely alone again, Lucifer has only one option left.]

I propose a truce. I will let your ant farm thrive, if...if you will let Michael go. Tell him that it's all right for him to stop. Tell him he can choose. That's all I ask, Eloh-- Father. I'll halt the Apocalypse, I'll never look twice at your apes again.
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czes: (just leave me here)

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[personal profile] czes 2012-02-15 09:54 am (UTC)(link)
I left Erik a note on his door. Please double-check that he gets it and reads it.

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whycantistay: (•° Wept °•)

A prayer

[personal profile] whycantistay 2012-02-24 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Fred's saying this silently when she gets a moment to herself, in between researching magic and checking the network constantly. She's pretty sure Chuck is passed out or checking out the building. Head in her hands, she's next to exhausted and about to fall a part, though she's kept it to herself up until now -- more focused on Angel.]

Dear God,

I don't even know why I'm saying this. It certainly isn't to you, just more of a need to sort out my thoughts. I don't even know if you're here.

But I'm scared. Honestly and truly scared. It's not just for me, despite the way my hands shake. I really need this to work out, and I'm not asking you to fix it. I've handled deities' apathy before, and it's nothing new.

But this is for everyone else. I'm scared for what happened to Angel, the fear and destruction Angelus has inflicted. I will find his soul. I just--

[She pauses to groan and rubs her face.]

I need him more than he knows it. With Spike gone and the way things are seemingly falling a part, I know I'm taking it out on those closest to me. Especially Chuck. I feel like things are fraying, and it's constantly my fault. I'm trying to understand this [Praying, his world, his world]. It's so different, and after all he's been through, I feel like I'm too hard on him.

I know you're probably not listening, but if you could ease up on the brain breaking and hurting him even more with the visions, I'd appreciate it. He deserves better.

[There's an exaggerated sigh before she leans back on the couch, a moment or two of silence.]

Praying for their safety would be pointless, I'm aware of that. Perhaps I can't stop hoping though. Hoping for all of it, that this will turn out alright, that Chuck will be okay, hoping that the angels are okay, hoping that in the end everyone is wrong and you're not a monumental asshole. [Pause.] I probably shouldn't call you an asshole in a prayer. Sorry.

Anyway, I should get back to actually being productive.

Amen.

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ella_of_frell: ([ Resigned ] Save me from talking to the)

[Voice Message for you sir!]

[personal profile] ella_of_frell 2012-03-01 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh Chuuuuuuuuuuck o/~ Call for you o/~ ]


... there's a jacuzzi in my house, and two tickets to a wrestling match on my credit card.

[ ... random much? ]


Best, Reaction. Ever.

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Oh Chuck <3 XD

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farfromheavn: (If only you'd let go of your fears)

[Video trollolol]

[personal profile] farfromheavn 2012-03-04 09:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Someone's calling. It's got Michael's name labelled on it but... Say hello to a lovely young girl's face.]

I found a bowling partner.

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ofthursday: (I used to hear it all so loud [Somber])

[Prayer]

[personal profile] ofthursday 2012-03-07 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
Father, I know you're here. I know you must hear me, even if you refuse to answer.

[He looks down, then back up, so furious he's calm.]

How could you let this happen? I should not be surprised, as you have let so much needless death and destruction happen, but you are here, and you responded to Lucifer. The Winchesters have turned on me at home; and here Sam is...

[He doesn't even know anymore, and he is silent a moment before continuing.]

One of the only friends that I have here was just tortured and murdered, and you refuse to do anything. How can you watch this occur? How can you watch any of this happen and do nothing, but Lucifer's hurt feelings are worth your involvement? If I threatened to destroy this Port and everyone in it, would you do something?

[He wants to. A part of him wants to just destroy everything he can touch, despite how hard he's fought to keep such a thing from happening at home. But it's all for nothing anyway, at home; he knows this. If there was a victor, some side that is right, it would be one thing. But there isn't.

His voice is fainter when he speaks again, the anger beginning to drain in place of sadness.]


We are all lost. At home, we all destroy each other until there is nothing left. Maybe you aren't watching or listening there, but I know you are here. Is this what you want? Is watching our pain and our deaths something you enjoy?

Do you want me to be alone?

[He looks down again, leaning back against the wall of the alley, oblivious to the Darkness; it doesn't matter. He hates this place; he hates his world. He's trapped, between two places he doesn't want to be, two worlds where he loses everything in different ways.

Some part of him is surprised at himself, to be taking the loss of Crowley so hard, but the demon had truly been his friend. After everything that had happened with Sam here and with both the Winchesters and Bobby at home, he feels so alone, and though there are a few more people he still considers his friends here, it's different with Crowley.

But that's how it always is for him. He always loses the people he cares for, and it's only a matter of time before the last ones are gone as well.]


I want this all to be over.

[It's a final, quiet admission, and he falls silent. There's nothing more to say.]

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axemeaquestion: (× those days are gone forever)

[personal profile] axemeaquestion 2012-03-10 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[RING-A-DING-DING]

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thelittlestbub: (Crucified)

[Prayer: IM NOT SORRY]

[personal profile] thelittlestbub 2012-03-10 02:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Some ungodly - HAHAHAHA - hour of the morning, after Michael's healed her, she's at least seen Magneto and her phone has stopped ringing off the hook for ten minutes to let her catch her breath. Tenma is sleeping and she has climbed up to the roof. She's staring at the stars, trying very hard not to cry.]

Dear God, do you think, just for TEN MINUTES, I could have peace and quiet? Without someone running the assumption that... that we're HUMAN when we're not, that we're guilty until proven innocent and even then still guilty?

I've been doing this since I was THIRTEEN. I've watched friends die and come back; I've watched countless folks debate as to whether I was WORTHY enough to have rights as a sentient being; I was CRUCIFIED just for being alive.

What did we mutants do to make You hate us so thoroughly? Just... what? Because if You hate us that much, fine, but just leave us alone and stop torturing us. Stop trying to twist us into monsters.

Please...


[She doesn't even have a request, because she knows, despite Nightcrawler's faith, despite the very real proof in port of god and angels, and all that stuff? God hates mutants. But Jubilee doesn't have anyone else to ask. Normally, she'd talk to Magneto, or if at home, to Scott or Wolverine... but she can't. And she's never felt so damned or so alone in her life.]
gabriel_gray: (Asleep in your arms)

prayer; forward dated to the night of the 13th

[personal profile] gabriel_gray 2012-03-11 09:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ You may not listen to just anyone, Chuck, but this prayer comes with so much intention and hunger that it's difficult to ignore, and it's not directed to God in any sort of really devoted way, not as though he's some unreachable, impossible figure, but more like Lucifer, something he can touch and consequently something he can kill.

It's murderous, and dark, with a quiet, fierce intensity.
]

Dear God,

It's Gabriel.

Tick, tock.
universaljanitor: (Default)

prayer; backdated to 3/9 because i'm slow ;;

[personal profile] universaljanitor 2012-03-14 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
[This isn't really a voice you'd ever expected to hear reaching out to you, now was it, Chuck?]

So... God. Dear God, maybe? Not sure how people usually start off with prayers... Let's try this again, hm?

Dear God,

I don't normally do this praying thing. I've never had the mind to, really. Never quite believed in anything other than the guardians of time every young Gallifreyan grows up hearing stories about. Worked for one, once. Found the Key of Time, helped save the universe. Representations of good and evil. The black knight and the white knight.

But I've heard you're here. In the Port. I've met your children, the angels. I've met them, spoken with them. I've heard the bitterness they hold for you, the hatred they have for your choices, as their father. But I've also heard that you're here, somewhere. Hidden away, watching from the shadows, hearing all their thoughts and the thoughts of countless other people, all crying out and whining for their problems to be solved.

I've always solved my own problems. I've held myself together, picked up the pieces. I've healed the universe and reality itself time and time again, and I have never asked for anything in return. I don't want thanks, I don't want recognition. I do what needs to be done. I save my friends, my enemies, the entirety of creation time and time again. I die doing it. I'm always fated to die doing it. Saving people that don't want to be saved. Saving people that go on to hate me, to work against me. I even work to save those that want to kill me. And I've never once stopped and asked "What about me? The Doctor. What do I get?" I don't care. I never have.

And then I came here. I came here and I met brilliant people. I've met my future self, I've faced the eventuality of my death. I've been reunited with people I will never see again. Not even in the future, past my own death. And I have worked... so hard to do what is right. I have spent the last few weeks doing nothing but work. All in secret, trying to figure out the Core, to set things right again. As they should be. To figure out what is keeping us here so people can be sent home. So that all of reality isn't about to just fall apart. To unravel into nothing.

But I... I don't want it to end. And I'm torn. I'm a Time Lord. I control time, I manipulate space. The laws of the universe are mine to uphold or mine to toss aside, but this... this feels wrong. I can't help but know that this is wrong. We should all go home. Time should be restored. This place... it shouldn't exist. Its very nature threatens everything in any reality. But I don't want it to end. I want to stay.

I guess this is the point of religion. The real, honest point of it. Saying something to someone you think exists, to try and get your own mind to wrap itself around an impossible situation, to accept it, and to begin working around it. To give all the credit to an invisible force, because you just don't know why you suddenly understand. You can't attribute the getting stronger to yourself because if there's one thing troubled people lack, its self-esteem.

Well. Too bad I'm far too logical for that.

.... Amen is what's typically said here, right? Well, then. Amen. And as for your children, and whatever it is that's keeping you from being with them? ... No matter what they do, or who they are, be with them. Even if they don't know it, be their father. If they die and you've done nothing to help them? That's not something you'll ever recover from.

Believe me, I know.
shifting: ([W] 01)

[Accidental Prayer]

[personal profile] shifting 2012-03-26 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
Holy fuck. Oh god, Oh Jesus, I'm a woman. The devil just turned me into a woman.

Oh dear god, I have a vagina. The devil gave me a vagina.

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